Lyrics

4am I'm a mess
Eyes open wide where's my mind
Wondering if I can
Lock in my thoughts they run wild

Check again 5am
Watching the clock kill my night
Wondering will it end
This little hell of mine

I don't know
Know if there's a way
Way to save my soul
This time, I'm tired

Tired of waiting for
For my mind to fade
Fade until I'm gone, goodnight

Till then I'm in conversation
With monsters & mayhem
All the mistakes I've made
And mistakes to come

They tell me to hate me
Been listening lately
Always awake afraid
They'll never go

How do I
Win the fight
Toss and I turn to the left
Look alive on the right
All of my monsters attack

Try to fight, overtime
Waging a war with my head
Will I try all my life
Not win until I'm dead

And I know
Know I'm not okay
Can I save my soul
This time I'm tired
Tired of waiting for
For my mind to fade
I'll wait
Wait until I'm gone goodnight

Till then I'm in conversation
With monsters & mayhem
All the mistakes I've made
And mistakes to come

They tell me to hate me
Been listening lately
Always awake afraid
They'll never go

Till then I'm in conversation
With monsters & mayhem
All the mistakes I've made
And mistakes to come

They tell me to hate me
Been listening lately
Always awake afraid
They'll never go